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ok to start yesterday off my boyfriend barely talked to me so i was like what the fuck. but anyway i had planned on breakng up with him i just didnt know how to do it. so last night i was talking to tory and i told him i wanted to get out of the house and he was like so come with us and i was like ok whatever and i asked mel what time she thought she was gonna be home and she was like i wont go just go and i was pissed but anyway ian showed up at like 730 or 800 last night to get his shit. and i was a lil upset but i got over it cause i called tory and asked him to come get me and he was whats wrong and i was like just come get me so i can get drunk and he came over and got me and then i told him what was wrong. so we went and got drunk and i called jon and talked to him for a while and then tory grabbed the phone from me and said she doesnt want to go out with you anymore and then he broke up with misty and asked me out so we started going back out and then she was like can one of you bring me somewhere and tory was like yah where and she said over by the rollordrome and he was like do u want to bring her so i brought her and came back and then we sat by the fire for a while and then other stuff happened well when we left we went to his moms and got some food and then he brought me home and jon was still here. ok i will be honest with everyone i am still in love with ian but last night i was so in love with tory well he called me at like 2 this morning and was like r u crying and i was like no you woke me up and he was like did you get my text message and i was like no and he was like well i cant do this and i was like why and he was like cause i am in love with misty and i was like whatever so i crawled in bed with mel and she asked me what was wrong and i told her and she was like dont worry bout it and all this shit so i am not gonna. so now i am single agian and i am gonna try my hardest to stay that way just to see if i can find someone who wont break my heart. i guess you can say i am doing ok.