just when things get worse
I dont know where to begin. My feelings are shattered and torn at this point in my life. I cannot be allowed to like one single decent guy because of his age. I mean c'mon...21 and 17. Not bad at all. But obviously its bad to some people. They are worried about what others are gonna think. I dont care. They arent the ones who are goin to date them or like them so whats it to them? I really dont know what i should do. My stepdad says he wants to meet and talk to this guy. But he doesnt like the idea of it but he may consider it. But david is very decent and he likes me and i like him and hes nice and makes me more confident in myself. I want to be happy right now. I want to know i can be but unless people trust me, i cant. I know that b/c im not a virgin he thinks that im just going to have sex with this guy. Its not like that. I would not just hook up w/ david b/c of my feelings towards him. I just want to be happy and i dont know what i should do now.