Dec 27, 2006 12:51
It turns out that I'm to defensive to havea good conversation all the way through with my mother. when I was younger, I didn't have a defensive bone in my body. What happened? I'm so defensive now that people yell at me.
I broke up with Kevin, sadly he didn't understand at all why. I know he has a lot of issues that he's dealing with and have been for a few years now and thats the only reason why I was scared to end it. He wants to be friends so I'm all for that. I havn't heard from him since we broke up. :/
No idea what my new years is gonna be like. I'm kinda depressed about it for some reason.
I need friends.
I need more freedom.
I sometimes need my mother not to care so much.
I need alot more patients (sp?) with those who I love.
I need time managment lessons.
I need 2007 to be my year.
I decided that untill the lord brings me a man that I know for sure he has brought me, I wish not to get into any long, drawn out, serious relationship this year. This year has not been my year for boys. I want to go out and date and flirt and havea good time but not be tied down , scared, and sooner or later unhappy.