Sep 23, 2005 06:18
he hurt me more than i can see :[ .
it hurts more than anybody can see .
as i said before .
im putting a fake smile on .
and for a sec .
i thought it was real .
but it wasnt .
i feel like a little kid .
when a little kid just wait for something .
knowing / hoping that it'll come .
i wait next to the phone each night hoping you'll call
but it doesnt happen .
we didnt go out for too long
why does this hurt soo much ?
i just want that answer .
and alex im sorry have ive been .
i feel distant from you !
i feel like how i act pushes you away .
and rhia helped me realize that .
she helped me realize alot .
and kaitlin same to you if you read this.
i feel distant from everyone .
i feel like i pushed everyone i cared and really needed away .
:[[