Mar 08, 2005 00:00
Yesterday (my birthday) was not a very good day. I had to work for one thing, and I was just depressed all night for no reason. Im usually happy at work, but I could feel my eyebrows lowering in the center of my head.
I got scared to death tonight. Me and Jamie were just laying on his floor talking, and his mom starts yelling like never before. She was cussing jamie out then he goes in there and she starts telling him that the bathtub faucet was leaking, and that he tears up everything he touches and called him an F-in this and F-in that...then of course he gets all mad, and they have a fight. The bad thing was is she goes "You dont ever help me around here, all you do is sit around and F*** all night!" and we dont even have sex..... :( Of course that scared me to death and I started freaking out. She told him to pack his bags and move out, so we were gonna go to my house but she said he better not cuz hes not 18 yet. So we went and sat in my car in the pouring rain and talked and cried until we were too cold to sit there any longer. I feel so sorry for him...I know why he has so much anger. If I wasnt there tonight, theres no telling what would have happened- hed probably be freezing right now, and I wouldnt even know it, Id be waiting for his phone call.