Apr 26, 2005 23:08
I love when people choose not to acknowledge me. Makes me feel like I'm nonexistent or not worthy of being mentioned, or just not worthy all together. *sigh* I sure am loved. HAH! Yea right...people choose not to acknowledge me. I love that. Fuck people..
*meh*
What's worse..unacknowledged, or being ignored all together? Can someone tell me?
ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
I HATE THIS..I HATE IT WITH A FUCKING PASSION! AM I SO UNWANTED? AM I? HUH? COME ON..FUCKING TELL ME! AM I WORTHLESS..INVISIBLE? NONEXISTENT?! I GUESS I AM.
*sigh* Maybe I should just hide for a day or two. Make people wonder if I am all right or not. Maybe then will they see or not even notice im gone. Maybe..just maybe..
Fuck..who am I kidding? Only myself, as usual. no one cares. No one excpet me. I always think of others before myself. Why do I have to be so damn caring and considerate of other people?