ashleyissexy is officially closed.
I'm supposed to be reading for the WPE but can't concetntrate, lol whats new. So i havnt updated this journal in like a year-and dont really plan to update anymore. But I found this survey from back in the day and decided to redo it. I left my old answers there for laughs, lol i was a weird kid. So this is probably the last time i'll ever post to this journal, i'm kinda embarassed of the stuff i put in here. I feel like a totaly different poerson now. I wanna say that iI have changed for the better, and this journal no longer represents who I am. I'm not depressed and i don't hate my life. For the most part, I'm a nomral happy girl, with a prettty bomb life!
+ date: October 3, 2003 12.31.09
+ name: Rajdeep Kaur RAJDEEP KAUR
+ birthday: November 23, 2003 11.23.89
+ school: EHS UMASS BOSTON
+ eyes: brown BROWN
+ hair: Black BLACK
+ height: 5'4'' 5’6”
+ shoe size: 9 9
+ who lives with you: my mommy,daddy,older sis, younger bro MOM, DAD, BROTHER, SISTER
+ when is your bedtime?: wen brian wants it 2 be NO 20 YR OLD SHOULD HAVE A BEDTIME
[HAVE YOU EVER...]
+ flown on a plane: yea YES
+ ever been so drunk you blacked out: no HAHA NO
+ missed school because it was raining: nope YES
+ told a guy/girl that you liked them?: no i could never do that I’M WORKIN ON IT!
+ put a body part on fire for amusement: lol no NO
+ had a crush on a friends girlfriend/boyfriend: no way NO
+ been hurt emotionally: um no THAT’S NORMAL, HASN’T EVERYONE?
+ kept a secret from everyone: hell yeah NO, THEY ALL GET OUT LOL
+ had an imaginary friend: no ive got sexy real ones! NO
+ wanted to hook up with a friend: no none of MY friends NO
+ cried during a movie: no YES, I CRY DURING CLICK EVERYTIME LOL-IT’S A COMEDY
+ been on stage: only 4 those gay singin things in lyk the 3rd r 5th grade NO
+ cut your hair: trimmed YES
+ had a crush on a teacher: no but mr.m...dont no how 2 spell his name...was ded sexee and no karen he was not lyk 50 yrs old either NO & WHO’S MR.M??
[FAVOURITE...]
+ shampoo: ocean breeze suave CHI INFRA SHAMPOO, BIG SEXY HAIR, REDKIN BODY
+ fav colour: midnight blue MIDNIGHT BLUE
+ day/night: night NIGHT
+ summer/winter: winter WINTER
+ lace or satin: satin i guess NEITHER
+ fav movies: Gladiator / Bad Boys II AMERICAN PIE 1&2, EUROTRIP, TALLEDEGA NIGHTS
+ fav drink: pepsi blue PANERA’S ICED GREEN TEA
[RIGHT NOW YOU ARE...]
+ wearing: jeans from kohls n a aerpostatle sweater with a sexy monkey!! AE JEANS & ED HARDY SHIRT
+ eating: rice krispies---homade my mommy made em HAD A CUPCAKE FOR BREAKFAST, ACTUALLY 3 LOL
+ drinking: nuthin NOTHING
+ listening to: someday!!!!!!!! by nickelback DOWN BY JAY SEAN <3
[HAVE YOU ... IN THE LAST 24 HOURS]
+ cried: no NO
+ worn jeans: definetly YES
+ met someone new online: no NO, I’LL PASS ON THE PEDAPHILES.
+ done laundry: thats my mommy's job ACTUALLY YES
+ drove a car: yea i took my ferrari 2 brian's house last night ABSOLUTELY
+ talked on the phone: yea 2 karen this morninright b4 the Someday video came on YES
[DO YOU BELIEVE IN...]
+ yourself: idk I TRY TO!
+ your friends: yea i do YES
+ santa claus: no NO
+ tooth fairy: no NO
+ destiny/fate: yes YES
+ angels: maybe idk NO
+ ghosts: yes IN GENERAL, NO. BUT FOR 24 HOURS AFTER WATCHING GHOST DOCUMENTARIES ON DISCOVERY, YES.
+ UFO’s: no NO
+ God: i guess so YES
[DO YOU HAVE...]
+ a car: yup, I have a ferrarri that I drive to brains! 09 HONDA CIVIC
+ friends: yea i do YES
+ a boyfriend/girlfriend: no WORKING ON IT!
+ a career plan: hahha no I’m sooo lost!!!!! I suck LAW SCHOOL
+ a job: noooo waayyyy nooo thanks YES BUT IT’S THE HOME DEPOT
+ something designer: hahah…. that shits xpensive….that’s not me YYEESSS.
+ a credit card: I just use brains!!!!!!!! YES.
+ a mp3 player: no I want one!!! YES, THIS SURVEY WAS CREATED BEFORE IPODS LOL
[FRIENDS & LIFE]
+ do you ever wish you had another name? my stupid name that no 1 can say...ummmm....let me think....FUCK YEA!! my na mes made up!! YES, BUT IT’S ME SO I CANT IMAGINE BEING ANYTHING ELSE.
+ do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? BRIAN!! I’M WORKING ON IT!
+ do you like anyone? No YES =)
+ which one of your friends acts the most like you? karen n me have 1 mind ALICIA
+ which friend have you known the longest? Karen JENN
+ are you close to any family members? No MOM
+ who do you go to for stuff? karen or amanda, or Ashley STUFF? DEPENDS WHAT. PROB AMANDA/JENN
+ who do you hang around the most? my friends are always at band!! AMANDA & JENN
+ what’s the best feeling in the world: wen ur thinkin of brian's blue eyes--omg! HMMM,IDK
+ worst feeling: BSB might not even make another cd with the backstreet boys :( REJECTION!
.x.My mother thinks I am: the perfect child!!! i just asked her lol SHE THINKS I’M BOMB, OBV.
.x.My father thinks I am: wierd in a cool way---he just sed that LOL UNAPPRECIATIVE, WHATEVS!
.x.My sibling[s] think I am: way way way beyond weird MATERIALISTIC
.x.My grandma thinks I am: very smart and pretty(shez maybe becoming blind) lol jk jk SHEZ THE COOLEST GRANDMA EVER!!!!!!!!!!! gets me anything! HAVNT SEEN HER IN A WHILE, SO IDK
im spoiled with my granparents---i only have grandparents on my mom's side though
.x.My grandpa thinks I am: he died n i never met him but i heard he was great HE’S STILL DEAD
.x.My boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife thinks I am: you c....ive never sctually met my husband Brian HAHA N/A
.x.Your three best qualities?: im nice i guess, i... i dont hav 3 good qualities :( i suck I’M GENUINELY NICE, I’M A GOOD SHOPPER, AND I CAN SLEEP 19 HOURS STRAIGHT.
.x.Three things you are often complimented for?: only 1-my handwriting HANDWRITING, SMILE, AND EYES
.x.A compliment you got that made you blush?: never got 1 of those SANTI SAID I WAS HIS FAVE TO WORK WITH
.x.Youget embarrassed when?: wen ppl i lyk no i lyk em I CANT FORM SENTENCES WHEN TALKING TO JB
.x.What upsets you?: no more backstreet boys and that means no more brian :( MANY THINGS
Yes or No
.x.Keep a diary?: no but i keep a journal! NO
.x.Like to cook?: lol no and my mom duznt lyk the idea of me cookin soon cuz im such a clutz and ill lyk burn the place down or kill sum1 I MADE CUPCAKES LAST NIGHT!
.x.Have a secret you have not shared with anyone?: no NO
.x.Fold your underwear?: no way im lazy YES
.x.Talk in your sleep?: i used 2 NO
.x.Set your watch a few minutes ahead?: yea 5 minutes 10 MINUTES AHEAD
.x.Bite your fingernails?: yea there discusting i hate em! YUP
.x.Believe in love?: yea--BRIAN!!!!!!!!! YES
Last
.x.Movie you rented?: the patriot IDK, PROBABLY THE PATRIOT LOL
.x.Movie you bought?: 8 mile I’M NOT A BIG MOVIE PERSON
.x.Movie you watched?: gladiator AMERICAN PIE
.x.Song you listened to?: im still listening 2 someday by nickelback lol FIREFLIES BY OWL CITY
.x.Song that was stuck in your head?: someday FOREVER BY DRAKE
.x.Song you’ve downloaded?: someday BEDROCK BY JEEZY&LLOYD LOL
.x.CD you bought: Black n Blue-bsb LOVE DRUNK-BOYS LIKE GIRLS <3
.x.CD you listened to?: Let go-avril LOVE DRUNK
.x.Person you’ve called?: nessa MOM
.x.Person that’s called you?: Karen MY BROTHER
.x.TV show you’ve watched?: recess THE OFFICE
.x.Person you were thinking of?: brian JB!
.x.You wish you could live somewhere else?: yea with brian MAYBE NY OR ITALY OR LA
.x.You believe in online dating?: no NO
.x.Others find you attractive?: im ugly n fat ONLY CREEPY MEN
.x.You want more piercings?: yes YES
.x.You want more tattoos?: i want BRIAN tattooed in the letters of the boston red sox "B" YES
.x.You drink?: no NO
.x.You do drugs?: no NO
.x.You smoke?: no NO
.x.You like cleaning?: no but my mommy duz NO, YOU SHOULD SEE MY ROOM RIGHT NOW HA
.x.You like roller coasters?: yes DEPENDS
.x.You write in cursive or print?: print PRINT
Have You
.x.Ever cried over a boy/girl?: yes OH YES.
.x.Ever lied to someone?: yea YES, BUT NOTHING SERIOUS
.x.Ever been in a fist fight?: with my sister NO
.x.Ever been arrested?: no NO
What
.x.Perfume/cologne do you use?: Clinique---Happy Heart VIVA LA JUICY, ENVY ME GUCCI, CURIOUS
.x.Shoes do you wear?: Pumas my fave CONVERSES OR COACH SHOES OR BOOTS
.x.What are you scared of?: brian nver comin back MY FUTURE
Number
.x.Of times I have been in love?: once brian NEVER
.x.Of times I have had my heart broken?: never really NEVER
.x.Of hearts I have broken?: none HAHA NONE
.x.Of girls I have kissed?: none! NO THANK YOU
.x.Of people I consider my enemies?: 0 JUST ONE
.x.Of CDs that I own?: idk MANY
.x.Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: idk i dont read the paper NEVER
.x.Of things in my past that I regret?: 1- i regret eatin soooo much cuz Im fat n i hate it HMM, IDK
+ date: October 3, 2003 12.31.09
+ name: Rajdeep Kaur RAJDEEP KAUR
+ birthday: November 23, 2003 11.23.89
+ school: EHS UMASS BOSTON
+ eyes: brown BROWN
+ hair: Black BLACK
+ height: 5'4'' 5’6”
+ shoe size: 9 9
+ who lives with you: my mommy,daddy,older sis, younger bro MOM, DAD, BROTHER, SISTER
+ when is your bedtime?: wen brian wants it 2 be NO 20 YR OLD SHOULD HAVE A BEDTIME
[HAVE YOU EVER...]
+ flown on a plane: yea YES
+ ever been so drunk you blacked out: no HAHA NO
+ missed school because it was raining: nope YES
+ told a guy/girl that you liked them?: no i could never do that I’M WORKIN ON IT!
+ put a body part on fire for amusement: lol no NO
+ had a crush on a friends girlfriend/boyfriend: no way NO
+ been hurt emotionally: um no THAT’S NORMAL, HASN’T EVERYONE?
+ kept a secret from everyone: hell yeah NO, THEY ALL GET OUT LOL
+ had an imaginary friend: no ive got sexy real ones! NO
+ wanted to hook up with a friend: no none of MY friends NO
+ cried during a movie: no YES, I CRY DURING CLICK EVERYTIME LOL-IT’S A COMEDY
+ been on stage: only 4 those gay singin things in lyk the 3rd r 5th grade NO
+ cut your hair: trimmed YES
+ had a crush on a teacher: no but mr.m...dont no how 2 spell his name...was ded sexee and no karen he was not lyk 50 yrs old either NO & WHO’S MR.M??
[FAVOURITE...]
+ shampoo: ocean breeze suave CHI INFRA SHAMPOO, BIG SEXY HAIR, REDKIN BODY
+ fav colour: midnight blue MIDNIGHT BLUE
+ day/night: night NIGHT
+ summer/winter: winter WINTER
+ lace or satin: satin i guess NEITHER
+ fav movies: Gladiator / Bad Boys II AMERICAN PIE 1&2, EUROTRIP, TALLEDEGA NIGHTS
+ fav drink: pepsi blue PANERA’S ICED GREEN TEA
[RIGHT NOW YOU ARE...]
+ wearing: jeans from kohls n a aerpostatle sweater with a sexy monkey!! AE JEANS & ED HARDY SHIRT
+ eating: rice krispies---homade my mommy made em HAD A CUPCAKE FOR BREAKFAST, ACTUALLY 3 LOL
+ drinking: nuthin NOTHING
+ listening to: someday!!!!!!!! by nickelback DOWN BY JAY SEAN <3
[HAVE YOU ... IN THE LAST 24 HOURS]
+ cried: no NO
+ worn jeans: definetly YES
+ met someone new online: no NO, I’LL PASS ON THE PEDAPHILES.
+ done laundry: thats my mommy's job ACTUALLY YES
+ drove a car: yea i took my ferrari 2 brian's house last night ABSOLUTELY
+ talked on the phone: yea 2 karen this morninright b4 the Someday video came on YES
[DO YOU BELIEVE IN...]
+ yourself: idk I TRY TO!
+ your friends: yea i do YES
+ santa claus: no NO
+ tooth fairy: no NO
+ destiny/fate: yes YES
+ angels: maybe idk NO
+ ghosts: yes IN GENERAL, NO. BUT FOR 24 HOURS AFTER WATCHING GHOST DOCUMENTARIES ON DISCOVERY, YES.
+ UFO’s: no NO
+ God: i guess so YES
[DO YOU HAVE...]
+ a car: yup, I have a ferrarri that I drive to brains! 09 HONDA CIVIC
+ friends: yea i do YES
+ a boyfriend/girlfriend: no WORKING ON IT!
+ a career plan: hahha no I’m sooo lost!!!!! I suck LAW SCHOOL
+ a job: noooo waayyyy nooo thanks YES BUT IT’S THE HOME DEPOT
+ something designer: hahah…. that shits xpensive….that’s not me YYEESSS.
+ a credit card: I just use brains!!!!!!!! YES.
+ a mp3 player: no I want one!!! YES, THIS SURVEY WAS CREATED BEFORE IPODS LOL
[FRIENDS & LIFE]
+ do you ever wish you had another name? my stupid name that no 1 can say...ummmm....let me think....FUCK YEA!! my na mes made up!! YES, BUT IT’S ME SO I CANT IMAGINE BEING ANYTHING ELSE.
+ do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? BRIAN!! I’M WORKING ON IT!
+ do you like anyone? No YES =)
+ which one of your friends acts the most like you? karen n me have 1 mind ALICIA
+ which friend have you known the longest? Karen JENN
+ are you close to any family members? No MOM
+ who do you go to for stuff? karen or amanda, or Ashley STUFF? DEPENDS WHAT. PROB AMANDA/JENN
+ who do you hang around the most? my friends are always at band!! AMANDA & JENN
+ what’s the best feeling in the world: wen ur thinkin of brian's blue eyes--omg! HMMM,IDK
+ worst feeling: BSB might not even make another cd with the backstreet boys :( REJECTION!
.x.My mother thinks I am: the perfect child!!! i just asked her lol SHE THINKS I’M BOMB, OBV.
.x.My father thinks I am: wierd in a cool way---he just sed that LOL UNAPPRECIATIVE, WHATEVS!
.x.My sibling[s] think I am: way way way beyond weird MATERIALISTIC
.x.My grandma thinks I am: very smart and pretty(shez maybe becoming blind) lol jk jk SHEZ THE COOLEST GRANDMA EVER!!!!!!!!!!! gets me anything! HAVNT SEEN HER IN A WHILE, SO IDK
im spoiled with my granparents---i only have grandparents on my mom's side though
.x.My grandpa thinks I am: he died n i never met him but i heard he was great HE’S STILL DEAD
.x.My boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife thinks I am: you c....ive never sctually met my husband Brian HAHA N/A
.x.Your three best qualities?: im nice i guess, i... i dont hav 3 good qualities :( i suck I’M GENUINELY NICE, I’M A GOOD SHOPPER, AND I CAN SLEEP 19 HOURS STRAIGHT.
.x.Three things you are often complimented for?: only 1-my handwriting HANDWRITING, SMILE, AND EYES
.x.A compliment you got that made you blush?: never got 1 of those SANTI SAID I WAS HIS FAVE TO WORK WITH
.x.Youget embarrassed when?: wen ppl i lyk no i lyk em I CANT FORM SENTENCES WHEN TALKING TO JB
.x.What upsets you?: no more backstreet boys and that means no more brian :( MANY THINGS
Yes or No
.x.Keep a diary?: no but i keep a journal! NO
.x.Like to cook?: lol no and my mom duznt lyk the idea of me cookin soon cuz im such a clutz and ill lyk burn the place down or kill sum1 I MADE CUPCAKES LAST NIGHT!
.x.Have a secret you have not shared with anyone?: no NO
.x.Fold your underwear?: no way im lazy YES
.x.Talk in your sleep?: i used 2 NO
.x.Set your watch a few minutes ahead?: yea 5 minutes 10 MINUTES AHEAD
.x.Bite your fingernails?: yea there discusting i hate em! YUP
.x.Believe in love?: yea--BRIAN!!!!!!!!! YES
Last
.x.Movie you rented?: the patriot IDK, PROBABLY THE PATRIOT LOL
.x.Movie you bought?: 8 mile I’M NOT A BIG MOVIE PERSON
.x.Movie you watched?: gladiator AMERICAN PIE
.x.Song you listened to?: im still listening 2 someday by nickelback lol FIREFLIES BY OWL CITY
.x.Song that was stuck in your head?: someday FOREVER BY DRAKE
.x.Song you’ve downloaded?: someday BEDROCK BY JEEZY&LLOYD LOL
.x.CD you bought: Black n Blue-bsb LOVE DRUNK-BOYS LIKE GIRLS <3
.x.CD you listened to?: Let go-avril LOVE DRUNK
.x.Person you’ve called?: nessa MOM
.x.Person that’s called you?: Karen MY BROTHER
.x.TV show you’ve watched?: recess THE OFFICE
.x.Person you were thinking of?: brian JB!
.x.You wish you could live somewhere else?: yea with brian MAYBE NY OR ITALY OR LA
.x.You believe in online dating?: no NO
.x.Others find you attractive?: im ugly n fat ONLY CREEPY MEN
.x.You want more piercings?: yes YES
.x.You want more tattoos?: i want BRIAN tattooed in the letters of the boston red sox "B" YES
.x.You drink?: no NO
.x.You do drugs?: no NO
.x.You smoke?: no NO
.x.You like cleaning?: no but my mommy duz NO, YOU SHOULD SEE MY ROOM RIGHT NOW HA
.x.You like roller coasters?: yes DEPENDS
.x.You write in cursive or print?: print PRINT
Have You
.x.Ever cried over a boy/girl?: yes OH YES.
.x.Ever lied to someone?: yea YES, BUT NOTHING SERIOUS
.x.Ever been in a fist fight?: with my sister NO
.x.Ever been arrested?: no NO
What
.x.Perfume/cologne do you use?: Clinique---Happy Heart VIVA LA JUICY, ENVY ME GUCCI, CURIOUS
.x.Shoes do you wear?: Pumas my fave CONVERSES OR COACH SHOES OR BOOTS
.x.What are you scared of?: brian nver comin back MY FUTURE
Number
.x.Of times I have been in love?: once brian NEVER
.x.Of times I have had my heart broken?: never really NEVER
.x.Of hearts I have broken?: none HAHA NONE
.x.Of girls I have kissed?: none! NO THANK YOU
.x.Of people I consider my enemies?: 0 JUST ONE
.x.Of CDs that I own?: idk MANY
.x.Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: idk i dont read the paper NEVER
.x.Of things in my past that I regret?: 1- i regret eatin soooo much cuz Im fat n i hate it HMM, IDK