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So when i do stuff....it never works out for me. Countless times this has happend.
LIke omg...my bro did something for once like mowing the lawn and my parents pay him. My bro demands mroe than he was given. He was given 10$ and he didnt even bag. How spoiled, i do cleaning and stuff for HOURS and never get anything but the house turning messy the next day. O lucky me. I dont even ask for money. I hate my family.
Today i was really looking foward to having michael over and i did all this stuff. it sucks cuz when i look forward to having someone over the person is like w/e. I mean i did all this crap and stuff and they are like w/e about seeing you. But my plans are always ruined, whether i like it or not, adn wheter i take time to do crap or not. Feeling so bummed out and unloved right now. Why does it always have to happen when i have something i think im doing right or im almost there, then it ends up WRONG.I hate crying....makes me feel like a stupid emo kid.
Everything I do is "wrong" or ends up being "wrong".
LIke omg...my bro did something for once like mowing the lawn and my parents pay him. My bro demands mroe than he was given. He was given 10$ and he didnt even bag. How spoiled, i do cleaning and stuff for HOURS and never get anything but the house turning messy the next day. O lucky me. I dont even ask for money. I hate my family.
Today i was really looking foward to having michael over and i did all this stuff. it sucks cuz when i look forward to having someone over the person is like w/e. I mean i did all this crap and stuff and they are like w/e about seeing you. But my plans are always ruined, whether i like it or not, adn wheter i take time to do crap or not. Feeling so bummed out and unloved right now. Why does it always have to happen when i have something i think im doing right or im almost there, then it ends up WRONG.I hate crying....makes me feel like a stupid emo kid.
Everything I do is "wrong" or ends up being "wrong".