blood boiled/lessons learned
My blood is boiling....I saw this one journal entry from someone and it reminded me of the way Michael and I use to act!.....as i have read from their journal..i never want to be like that again. I dont understand how ppl who used to love eachother or do treat eachother like crap. It drives me crazy pondering it. O man i do surely miss Michael.
Today:
Rearagned the living room.
Saved toads.
Cleaned out the car.
Missed Michael!!!!
So looking forward to Hilton head tommorow.
My dad is throwing a big fit over it and keeps saying mean crap to my mom, and complains to me. He wonders why i get an attitude? Ive also noticed he really has no more power left on me. I dont hate my dad even tho i will say i do, I do love him, but he has turend into a ruthless person towards the family over the years.
And you guys, the stuff I've ever said about Michael that are jerkish like, I really didnt mean either and all the crap hes ever said to me, he really didnt mean. I love him super much...and as im still trying to figure out is how ppl treat eacohter like crap. Ive learned i really shouldnt....and that revenge ends up backfiring in your face. Ive also learned pppl say such things out of anger and I always do it, even when i dont notice! ALso even when you dont understand why they do something, that you shouldstill take time to figure it out or talk with them. And when they are in a bad mood, dont even mess with them. I love my baby so much and im happy hes put up with all the crap ive ever given him and i put up with his. I hope hes having fun in Morroco.
YOu guys...if ull EVER need to talk about any problems your having, im always free to talk to.
Today:
Rearagned the living room.
Saved toads.
Cleaned out the car.
Missed Michael!!!!
So looking forward to Hilton head tommorow.
My dad is throwing a big fit over it and keeps saying mean crap to my mom, and complains to me. He wonders why i get an attitude? Ive also noticed he really has no more power left on me. I dont hate my dad even tho i will say i do, I do love him, but he has turend into a ruthless person towards the family over the years.
And you guys, the stuff I've ever said about Michael that are jerkish like, I really didnt mean either and all the crap hes ever said to me, he really didnt mean. I love him super much...and as im still trying to figure out is how ppl treat eacohter like crap. Ive learned i really shouldnt....and that revenge ends up backfiring in your face. Ive also learned pppl say such things out of anger and I always do it, even when i dont notice! ALso even when you dont understand why they do something, that you shouldstill take time to figure it out or talk with them. And when they are in a bad mood, dont even mess with them. I love my baby so much and im happy hes put up with all the crap ive ever given him and i put up with his. I hope hes having fun in Morroco.
YOu guys...if ull EVER need to talk about any problems your having, im always free to talk to.