Sooo... Anderson has no lips
So I was totally in withdrawal last week without Andy for a whole week. And I didnt talk to Alex, I didnt even message Sammy. Speaking of...I dont know why, but I kinda look forward to having those random messages to him and from him. I dont know its kinda odd. Anyway, Anderson's lips are totally tiny, and he has a tan from his week long vacation. And his hair is alot lighter. Its odd, I hate when things change.
So apparently I am having this huge existential crisis. I keep hoping that one day soon Ill wake up and Ill get a call and it will be like "You went to the wrong family, here is your real one" It will be this amazing family with amazingly smart and kind people who will do anything for me, but Im so totally screwed up that Ill be like "No thanks, Id rather stay with the crazy people who I love" And it sucks, because I am seriously the most screwed up person in the world. Seriously, what makes me different from every other person in the world.
And then this whole thing with ACC totally sucks. Its like me, the smart one, is going to ACC because her mom totally sucks. I dont know this whole thing sucks.
And I am incapable of love. Everytime someone, anyone tries to express any emotion even coming close to love, i freak and get all weird and start to crack jokes. I am sooo weird.
So apparently I am having this huge existential crisis. I keep hoping that one day soon Ill wake up and Ill get a call and it will be like "You went to the wrong family, here is your real one" It will be this amazing family with amazingly smart and kind people who will do anything for me, but Im so totally screwed up that Ill be like "No thanks, Id rather stay with the crazy people who I love" And it sucks, because I am seriously the most screwed up person in the world. Seriously, what makes me different from every other person in the world.
And then this whole thing with ACC totally sucks. Its like me, the smart one, is going to ACC because her mom totally sucks. I dont know this whole thing sucks.
And I am incapable of love. Everytime someone, anyone tries to express any emotion even coming close to love, i freak and get all weird and start to crack jokes. I am sooo weird.