I looked way better than her.
went to vanessa's shindig today. I was dressed so super cute in case Zach was there. He was, I felt incredibly awkward. We walk in and I see him but dont really wanna go and say anything given the fact that he is standing there with her so I just kinda avoid eye contact that way when he is closer I can say hi. But he comes up out of nowhere and semi half hugs me. I wanted to die. I hated it. But at least he was the one who came to me. Whatever though, didnt really matter. Went outside, sat down and were talking for a bit. It totally sucked. The whole time I was just feeling weird. Then i said something stupid and it was all good. Had the N not been there I think it would have been different, but im not sure how so. Nads saw my love, said he looked like Jesus.