I'm gonna melt the fever, sugar, rolling back your eyes.

[ashleyd67]

Well, another day, another way. 2007 has come and gone. It was a year of much significance, and Lord knows that's an understatement. Now, I'm used to my share of ups and downs, but this was just ridiculous. Scars of all kinds, words being spoken, blown wide open, and pools of blood you just don't want to see. I've never felt more scared or more at

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[leevancleef]

I question whether it didn't have anything to do with what you two were arguing about or not. I mean, your pent up feelings and emotions probably played a big part in it, but I'm sure he said or did something to make things considerably worse. It is our father, after all.

I understand Ashley. I too tend to bottle things up, only in time they surface and I erupt into an onslaught of emotions towards someone who isn't deserving - like you. And I'm sorry for that. If there's anything I've learned it's that repressing your thoughts and emotions is not a good idea. Nothing good ever comes of it. It's something I regret doing every day as it has not only affected me, but you as well. My OCD wouldn't have gotten as bad as it did if it weren't for me bottling things up. I don't want anything like that to happen to you.

If it's thoughts of Dave you're neglecting to express then all I can tell you is that the above sentiment is especially true when dealing with love. You should never keep something as complicated as love locked away inside you; it'll make you sick to your stomach. It's slow torture.

You may be lost at the moment but just know that I'll always be here to help guide you through the dark if need be. I love you.

Luke