long week that's just begun
Well, time seems to be slowing down. I'm always tired and hungry. I've been working a lot, and im behind in my homework because of it. I'm working on paying down my bills now, and trying to save some money to buy a car. Hopefully ill be able to buy one by spring? that would be hotttt. I would love to have a mazda3.
Not much is going on now really. I've been a little cranky and i dont know why. That time of the month me guesses. I've been having a lot of trouble concentrating and focusing on what i need to do..schoolwise. I feel bad because ive been acting sorta cranky towards cory (i think) and he doesnt deserve it. I love him so much and the last thing i want to do is hurt the man i love. I'm sorry if ive been a pain cory. :/
I'm really tired and kind of blah right now, and i really dont want to go to class at all. Usually i like going to my painting class. I think im just in a small rut right now. I dont really get breaks to just rest with cory. The only time off i have is when im driving back and forth to different places.
Also, yesterday night i opened up my camera bag to take a picture of monty..and my camera wasnt it it. I have no clue where it is. The last time i remember seeing it was when i had it at aikido. Plus today i was supposed to take pictures of Mrs Burns for her flyers. poop.
plus tomorrow i have a speech..lucky me. i hate public speaking, it makes me nervous, and i havent practiced the speech or even really written anything. Its going to be about ball pythons, and im bringing monty to school since we have to have a visual aid. what better than i live python right? ;) some people in the class are afraid of them..i cant wait to get a good laugh. hopefully i wont fuck up my speech too badly. I wish i was as good at cory and giving speeches. He can wing it and get an A. Not fair.
well, i'm in the mood to go play some zelda i think. And Ive got nothing else to write about really. so, bai bai
-ashley
ps. I love you cory.
Not much is going on now really. I've been a little cranky and i dont know why. That time of the month me guesses. I've been having a lot of trouble concentrating and focusing on what i need to do..schoolwise. I feel bad because ive been acting sorta cranky towards cory (i think) and he doesnt deserve it. I love him so much and the last thing i want to do is hurt the man i love. I'm sorry if ive been a pain cory. :/
I'm really tired and kind of blah right now, and i really dont want to go to class at all. Usually i like going to my painting class. I think im just in a small rut right now. I dont really get breaks to just rest with cory. The only time off i have is when im driving back and forth to different places.
Also, yesterday night i opened up my camera bag to take a picture of monty..and my camera wasnt it it. I have no clue where it is. The last time i remember seeing it was when i had it at aikido. Plus today i was supposed to take pictures of Mrs Burns for her flyers. poop.
plus tomorrow i have a speech..lucky me. i hate public speaking, it makes me nervous, and i havent practiced the speech or even really written anything. Its going to be about ball pythons, and im bringing monty to school since we have to have a visual aid. what better than i live python right? ;) some people in the class are afraid of them..i cant wait to get a good laugh. hopefully i wont fuck up my speech too badly. I wish i was as good at cory and giving speeches. He can wing it and get an A. Not fair.
well, i'm in the mood to go play some zelda i think. And Ive got nothing else to write about really. so, bai bai
-ashley
ps. I love you cory.