Feb 10, 2006 16:53
this is rob again, so this week alot has happened with me and ashley, many things have been said and alot of changes have been made. some things i will have to get used to but its alright cuz i would do anything for her. i feel like i haven't been treating her as well as i should have. she deserves so much more, and i shouldn't feel the way i do sometimes.
i haven't spent anytime with her in a while and i hate it.
my friends are all gay and they don't do anyhting.
my whole family hates me and thinks i do everything for all the wrong reasons. they don't let me live my own life at all.
i can't wait for TN to be away from everyone, but thats been postponed. o well.
i suck. but i love her