china.
So, I've been afraid of everything lately. Last night at 3:00 in the morning I was still awake looking for spiders and terrified that I was going to see one. I've been afraid of spiders forever but recently I had an awful experience and now it's a lot worse.
I feel really stupid being afraid of something so stupid and small when there are truly awful things to be scared of. For instance, war.
Yeah, nightmares have become apart of my sleep lately. Last night, I was in Target and a chinese man announced over the store speakers that we were all going to die. He said that China dropped a bomb on the U.S. and we had 20 minutes to live. I frantically called Mike and I was, of course, freaking out. He somehow was at Target with me a few minutes later. My family was there too. I remember bursting into tears when I was saying I love you to Mike and my family. Then all these people were on the floor crowded close together and I started asking random people if they believed in Jesus. I was praying with 3 people who wanted to be christians when my mom woke me up. I just started crying when I woke up.
That's a great way to start the day.
I feel really stupid being afraid of something so stupid and small when there are truly awful things to be scared of. For instance, war.
Yeah, nightmares have become apart of my sleep lately. Last night, I was in Target and a chinese man announced over the store speakers that we were all going to die. He said that China dropped a bomb on the U.S. and we had 20 minutes to live. I frantically called Mike and I was, of course, freaking out. He somehow was at Target with me a few minutes later. My family was there too. I remember bursting into tears when I was saying I love you to Mike and my family. Then all these people were on the floor crowded close together and I started asking random people if they believed in Jesus. I was praying with 3 people who wanted to be christians when my mom woke me up. I just started crying when I woke up.
That's a great way to start the day.