you dont have nothing but pride, to keep you alive.
23:23
in military time.
words for this week.
frustrating.
confusing.
terrifying.
irritating.
and all and all the most eventful week of my life.
i would have it no other way.
there are so many things going on and developments that i cant make sense of them.
i dont know what anything means anymore.
and for the first time,
i care.
it was bound to happen eventually.
that i would admit that i care about everything.
and it matters.
and i want to feel everything.
no matter how devastating or terrifying or confusing my life is right now.
i will be angry, and petrified, and excited.
because its getting to late to miss anything at all.
somethings aren't trivial.
somethings are the most significant things in my life.
i dont risk feeling anything, ever.
so here goes.
in military time.
words for this week.
frustrating.
confusing.
terrifying.
irritating.
and all and all the most eventful week of my life.
i would have it no other way.
there are so many things going on and developments that i cant make sense of them.
i dont know what anything means anymore.
and for the first time,
i care.
it was bound to happen eventually.
that i would admit that i care about everything.
and it matters.
and i want to feel everything.
no matter how devastating or terrifying or confusing my life is right now.
i will be angry, and petrified, and excited.
because its getting to late to miss anything at all.
somethings aren't trivial.
somethings are the most significant things in my life.
i dont risk feeling anything, ever.
so here goes.