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It's be a while and I still haven't written anything real. I think I'm afraid to write about how am failing to achieve the goals I have set for myself and failing to be a "good christian" or even just nice person. I've thought a lot about how I could be all the thing I wish to be and I came up with an idea. I'm going to be a Christian Amish nun. Then I wouldn't have most of the distractions that keep my from my relationship with God. I wouldn't have the girl magazines, tv, and movies telling me that I need to be a size 0, but I would be because, I'd be working my tail off everyday (especially, since I won't have a husband or kids to help me with chores). I'd go into town every week and get books to read and I homeschool myself thru collage. I'd learn to knit, cook, ride horses, garden and raise livestock. The only down side is that I'd have to wear a dress...wait I'm starting this, I can make up my own rules. Yes, I will have jeans, a toilet and oreos.
This week I will be watching the kids everyday. It's the week of the play (My Fair Lady) and my mommy has dragged my daddy into it, so I am left with my favorite kids in the world (OK, so I did miss them this weekend). I'll need some grown up time by the next weekend, defiantly. I will know by wensday if I have a job at Applebee's. Oh and Robbie might be at church tomorrow. He said he was coming down this weekend, but I haven't talked to him in like a month (actually my mom hasn't talked to him in like a month, he won't talk to me), so he could be there, which would make my day very not good. I think I have to wear a skirt tomorrow afternoon, for Lindsey bridal shower, maybe I'm just wear one to church. Alright I'm beginning to babble, I need lots of beauty sleep, I stay up till 2 talking about boys with 13 year olds girls last night.
This week I will be watching the kids everyday. It's the week of the play (My Fair Lady) and my mommy has dragged my daddy into it, so I am left with my favorite kids in the world (OK, so I did miss them this weekend). I'll need some grown up time by the next weekend, defiantly. I will know by wensday if I have a job at Applebee's. Oh and Robbie might be at church tomorrow. He said he was coming down this weekend, but I haven't talked to him in like a month (actually my mom hasn't talked to him in like a month, he won't talk to me), so he could be there, which would make my day very not good. I think I have to wear a skirt tomorrow afternoon, for Lindsey bridal shower, maybe I'm just wear one to church. Alright I'm beginning to babble, I need lots of beauty sleep, I stay up till 2 talking about boys with 13 year olds girls last night.