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How I plan to get my life back on track, because right now things seems like they're spinning out of control, and I don't know how it all started, but I know I have to do something about it:
1) Sometimes I have to say "no!"...being nice is NOT an option
2) Don't worry about things I have no control over
3) Do things for myself, not for other people...however, doing things that benefit me along with other people is a definite PLUS
4) Don't care about what other people think of me because if they won't take the time to get to know me, then it's not worth my time either
5) Seriously understand that hopefully it's not ME causing ALL of the problems, because right now, I feel like everything is my fault, and everyone thinks so...
I keep telling myself that this is the way that I should live my life, and every time I think that I've finally mastered it, something else falls apart. I'm starting to wonder whether or not I should just give up, but I know that that's the reason why my parents ended up the way that they did, and why they are where they are in their lives. It's hard always having to be someone that's ambitious and optimistic, and every time I try to give up, someone else tells me not to because then they would fall apart. Keeping up all of that energy is exhausting, and with everything that's been happening lately, I don't think it's all worth it anymore. I have friends that seem like they don't understand, or maybe they don't know what to say...but lately I've felt like I am alone in the world, except for one person who feels the same way I do...
1) Sometimes I have to say "no!"...being nice is NOT an option
2) Don't worry about things I have no control over
3) Do things for myself, not for other people...however, doing things that benefit me along with other people is a definite PLUS
4) Don't care about what other people think of me because if they won't take the time to get to know me, then it's not worth my time either
5) Seriously understand that hopefully it's not ME causing ALL of the problems, because right now, I feel like everything is my fault, and everyone thinks so...
I keep telling myself that this is the way that I should live my life, and every time I think that I've finally mastered it, something else falls apart. I'm starting to wonder whether or not I should just give up, but I know that that's the reason why my parents ended up the way that they did, and why they are where they are in their lives. It's hard always having to be someone that's ambitious and optimistic, and every time I try to give up, someone else tells me not to because then they would fall apart. Keeping up all of that energy is exhausting, and with everything that's been happening lately, I don't think it's all worth it anymore. I have friends that seem like they don't understand, or maybe they don't know what to say...but lately I've felt like I am alone in the world, except for one person who feels the same way I do...