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I hate not having money. I hate not doing anything. I feel like I am a waste of a person at the moment.
I have had like 3 interviews over the past 2 months. No luck. Not enough experience. How are you supposed to get experience when you're never given the chance?
David doesn't have a job either.I want us to work and be able to go out and do nice things. I'm tired of sitting at his house alone all the time. Don't get me wrong, I love having alone time. I just can't stand not doing anything, ever. He never wants to go anywhere, he never wants to invite anyone over, nothing. I left tonight because he asked me to come over...then went to sleep.
I don't know what's wrong. I don't know if its this way now because I'm not happy with myself or if it's some other reason. I love him to death. I want to be with him forever, it's just weird right now. I want to find a job, I want to start waking up early. I can't seem to do either one of those things. I can't make myself do anything anymore. I'm just not happy with myself and it makes me feel like crap.
I'm gonna paint my nails and who knows, sleep?
I have had like 3 interviews over the past 2 months. No luck. Not enough experience. How are you supposed to get experience when you're never given the chance?
David doesn't have a job either.I want us to work and be able to go out and do nice things. I'm tired of sitting at his house alone all the time. Don't get me wrong, I love having alone time. I just can't stand not doing anything, ever. He never wants to go anywhere, he never wants to invite anyone over, nothing. I left tonight because he asked me to come over...then went to sleep.
I don't know what's wrong. I don't know if its this way now because I'm not happy with myself or if it's some other reason. I love him to death. I want to be with him forever, it's just weird right now. I want to find a job, I want to start waking up early. I can't seem to do either one of those things. I can't make myself do anything anymore. I'm just not happy with myself and it makes me feel like crap.
I'm gonna paint my nails and who knows, sleep?