Who am I?
I went for quite a long walk tonight, just to get out of the house, do some thinking and clear my brain. I thought about a lot of random things, but the main thing that bothered me is that I feel I don't really know who I am..... I feel I am defined by people around me, but I don't really know the real me..... I know who I think I am, and I know who I wanna be, but do I know the real me? I ponder this... But then again, does anybody really know who they are? How would one go about finding this out? Do you know the real me? Do I know the real you? There are always things you share with certain people, and other things you share with others, but does one person know absolutely everything?? And how do you decide what to tell people, by the way you think they may react? Maybe it's just whomever you happen to be with?
Like I said it was a really long walk. I also thought about Mike. I think I'm still trying to come to terms with this break up... Like maybe it was for the best, maybe we do make better friends, maybe I am just kidding myself thinking we will get back together.... I wish I could just figure these things out, but you know what? That's why you have friends. They will be there for you no matter what, they will listen to you, cry with you, laugh at you when you are being silly (drunk), tell you it will all be ok.... I love my friends! ♥
Like I said it was a really long walk. I also thought about Mike. I think I'm still trying to come to terms with this break up... Like maybe it was for the best, maybe we do make better friends, maybe I am just kidding myself thinking we will get back together.... I wish I could just figure these things out, but you know what? That's why you have friends. They will be there for you no matter what, they will listen to you, cry with you, laugh at you when you are being silly (drunk), tell you it will all be ok.... I love my friends! ♥