(no subject)

[ashley_luvs_gab]

so today was like the shittiest day this school year has had to offer, even shittier than when i had to deal with dustin and kari being mad/sad with/at eachother after they broke up.
it was such shit i was in the worst mood you could even imagine.
and i got pissy with some people that didnt deserve it. sorry caroline and shawna and jeff maybe(idk if i was being pissy with him...i dont think so but better apologize if i was)?
and i got bitchy with some people that did.
and i came home, showered, didnt bring my binder for a test in chem that i will now fail home, and then slept.
woke up and ate, finished perks of being a wallflower(best effing book ever) and then slept a little more.
i think i might be kinda depressed.
i just have not been myself lately, anyone else been noticing that?
i mean im generally a happy nice person but its like lately if ur not my mom my cousins my sister dustin or anyone at church, i dont want you near me or i dont want to deal with you.
i really think i just need this week to end and tnt to get here so that i can be with brian for a couple hours bcause he makes me feel at ease with myself and really relaxed.
so yep, hopefully once this week is over with, ill be okay.
-*rock on*-
ash