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[ashley_luvs_gab]

so ive come to some realizations lately...i am not nearly as unique or thoughtful as i think i am,or rather,would like to be...half the time when i do something,im looking out for what itll do for me, not for the other person...this includes when i do shit for friends...sorry guys, im not so great at doing things if theres no gain for me...most of

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[gab_luvs_ashley]

wow so that was intense.
I hate reading about things in your livejournal that you havent talked to me or told me about :(

[ashley_luvs_gab]

id apologize if i werent in such a blah mood but i dont think apology is due...and you know how i am, i feel better writing something down (notes,lj) than telling someone...words you cant take back, an entry you can rewrite...
-*rock on*-
ash

[gab_luvs_ashley]

then write me a note.
and I didnt say you had to say sorry. I'm saying I hate reading about things that you havent already told me.. ya know?

[ashley_luvs_gab]

im afraid writing a note might not be much better...which is why i write things i want you to know about here...cuz i know youre obsessed with lj...and therefore will see everything i say...ttysoon...
-*rock on*-
ash

[gab_luvs_ashley]

yup, you're right
I am so obsessed with this livejournal that I should just go to rehab for it cuz I apparently am so addicted that this is the only way any of my friends tell me anything cuz talking to my face is os outdated.
but wait.. wow lol. you're the only one who cant tell me stuff to my face.. and I would like a better answer as to why. because even tho u can rewrite an entry.. whatever you write was still said and people still remember it, just like it would happen if you wrote a note and I lost it. I wouldnt have the note but that doesnt mean everything that was written in there just fell out of my head cuz that piece of paper isnt around nemore.

[ashley_luvs_gab]

i dont wanna piss you off my god but this is part of the problem and i realize im probably driving the stake partially through it but at this point i dont feel comfortable just flat out being like "well youre pissing me off and im feeling kinda abandonded and like yesterdays news but its okay because i have friends of my own, i dont need to be around you 24/7 like before" to your face cuz it hurts me just as much to think/say it as it would for you to hear it...o yeah and our anniversary is next month not this one im an idiot...bye
-*rock on*-
ash

[gab_luvs_ashley]

I was gonna reply to that today saying none was said in a bitchy tone. but I didnt get home fast enough. and how am I pissing you off? and ur not yesterdays news or anything, I try to hang out with you but you're busy, or I'm busy.. or plans dont work out. but is our date still on for tomorrow night?

hopes just a rope to hang yourself with

[ashley_luvs_gab]

i wrote you a note today in math but you werent at my (our?) locker so i couldnt give it to you. so here:
this summer sucked. it just flat out sucked. i talked to DAN more often than i talked to you, which is such shit. and the few times i did talk to you it was like "ok well im not in the mood so ill call you back" and then 2 weeks later i still wouldnt have heard from you. everything else has already been said, i dont wanna look like a pissy bitch to ppl reading this that dont know the situation.ttysoon
-*rock on*-
ash

Re: hopes just a rope to hang yourself with

[gab_luvs_ashley]

I was never not in the mood to talk, and I didnt want to call cuz I didnt know if ur parents were home or what. and I was at the locker then I went to find Nick cuz I didnt want to walk home. and I never said I would call u back and didnt.. I hate talking about this on livejournal. you didnt answer my question, is the movies still on?