turkey day!
i havent had a great day. not going into detail though. i have alot on my mind. i think im gonna do something with a few girl friends tomorrow. im excited that i dont have work tomorrow. it feels like i ate too much, but i dont think i did. i ate a little at justins house then a little here at my house. but i had alot of bread, so that might explain it. why did i go into such detail?? blah. maybe im in denial of what is directly in front of my face. something i never thought would change, is kinda changing now. its making me sad. i wish i could make some things different, but i cant. its just weird because i never thought this would be happening. it has been obvious almost every single day for the past month I guess. im physically tired from dealing with it. my brain is fried as well. sometimes i dont think i cant take anymore of it. we'll see. anyway, happy thanksgiving to everyone who reads my stuff..... *listens* ..... ok nevermind