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so today was a good day...aw..
went to jonis cones....matthew mahnke meet me there....had some icecream ...talked for a bit....
i know that i have been soo dumb when it comes to guys and i can usally tell them anything and not be afraid but when it comes to matt...i dont know i just get butterflies and have no idea what to say....
ughhh.lol god it sucks cuz i just wanna come out and be like yeah so im in love with you lol jk
but seriously how can one lil crush be sooo hard..and sooo confuseing..
but he is seriously sooo amazing....and i havnt been with an amazing guy yet...i just want someone nice..and sweet...and someone i can just talk to ....ugh...i dont know i feel like im wasting my time on him but yet i dont want to give up...
i dont know...but all i do know is that he gives me butterflies again <3
went to jonis cones....matthew mahnke meet me there....had some icecream ...talked for a bit....
i know that i have been soo dumb when it comes to guys and i can usally tell them anything and not be afraid but when it comes to matt...i dont know i just get butterflies and have no idea what to say....
ughhh.lol god it sucks cuz i just wanna come out and be like yeah so im in love with you lol jk
but seriously how can one lil crush be sooo hard..and sooo confuseing..
but he is seriously sooo amazing....and i havnt been with an amazing guy yet...i just want someone nice..and sweet...and someone i can just talk to ....ugh...i dont know i feel like im wasting my time on him but yet i dont want to give up...
i dont know...but all i do know is that he gives me butterflies again <3