Dec 08, 2005 21:51
i really hate that people talk to me// treat me like i'm stupid.
i guess it's my fault because sometimes i say stupid things when i shouldnt but in all honesty i do it to get a rise out of people to see how they will react. and/or get attention.
and i feel like an asshole saying that, but i'm being 100% honest.
so [some or all] of you may think i'm some stupid blond, when you really don't know me at all.
i guess it's just apart of this front i put up. i know i put up walls, i know i'm not really the person people think i am most of the time.
call me fake, whatever, if you think i'm fake then you obviously don't understand what i meant when i said that.
and a lot of people really don't know me as well as they think they do.
yes, sometimes i do have blonde moments, but i am not an idiot. i'm not stupid. i'm not a 'dumb blonde'
so stop fucking treating me like one.