Sometimes you have to let go of everything for awhile to see if there's really anything 2 go back 2
okay, so I really don't have a REAL reason for updating... i mean i do have things to say.. but i don't want to talk about them.
track is good.. I LOVE EVERY LAST ONE OF MY TRACK GIRLS!! this year is soo much more fun than last... we do more things... i do miss rose and sully though (tear).....
i need a new book to read, one i can get lost in reading it and forget where i am.
you know how sometimes u just get tired of goin through the motions... get exhausted of holding on.. but to tired to let go? DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALL?? i'm too confused to figure myself out..
One thing i hate is when u tell people something and they're like oh yeah i understand, and they completly don't understand what you're talkin about. i know they're tryin to help by saying they understand.. but it doesn't work. and i know that's the most petty thing to be worried about.. but right now, unfortunately everything is a worry.
things can get revealed to you in an instant of ur life and they can be TOTALLY different from what you thought. i realized that today at church. good place for revelations. at what age do u understand why u went through all the things in ur life? Is there a certain age for that?
today a 14 yr old said to me, to be 14 i go through a lot of shit in my life. and i was thinking, as the years go by things get more complicated in people's lives at younger ages. Does that make sense?? but like it seems like trouble get introduced to younger people at a younger age every year. I know i'm only a sophomore and not that old, but i'm alread begun to see it.
what if all this is just a big huge mistake.. what if nothing we are doin is right in this world. this is a crazy thing to be goin through my mind, but yet it is. and it's driving me insane.. what if we think we're doin something good to better our lives and make them exciting, when it doesn't matter in the first place because we're doin it wrong. most of you (if not all of you) have NO clue what i'm talkin about. and that's fine. this isn't for you.. it's for me and i don't need you to justify my reasonings. but if u understand. that's cool, and if u don't.. don't say that u do. just makes things a lot better in the long run.
I believe i am done bitching now.....
HAPPY EASTER.
love always
BabyGirl
track is good.. I LOVE EVERY LAST ONE OF MY TRACK GIRLS!! this year is soo much more fun than last... we do more things... i do miss rose and sully though (tear).....
i need a new book to read, one i can get lost in reading it and forget where i am.
you know how sometimes u just get tired of goin through the motions... get exhausted of holding on.. but to tired to let go? DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALL?? i'm too confused to figure myself out..
One thing i hate is when u tell people something and they're like oh yeah i understand, and they completly don't understand what you're talkin about. i know they're tryin to help by saying they understand.. but it doesn't work. and i know that's the most petty thing to be worried about.. but right now, unfortunately everything is a worry.
things can get revealed to you in an instant of ur life and they can be TOTALLY different from what you thought. i realized that today at church. good place for revelations. at what age do u understand why u went through all the things in ur life? Is there a certain age for that?
today a 14 yr old said to me, to be 14 i go through a lot of shit in my life. and i was thinking, as the years go by things get more complicated in people's lives at younger ages. Does that make sense?? but like it seems like trouble get introduced to younger people at a younger age every year. I know i'm only a sophomore and not that old, but i'm alread begun to see it.
what if all this is just a big huge mistake.. what if nothing we are doin is right in this world. this is a crazy thing to be goin through my mind, but yet it is. and it's driving me insane.. what if we think we're doin something good to better our lives and make them exciting, when it doesn't matter in the first place because we're doin it wrong. most of you (if not all of you) have NO clue what i'm talkin about. and that's fine. this isn't for you.. it's for me and i don't need you to justify my reasonings. but if u understand. that's cool, and if u don't.. don't say that u do. just makes things a lot better in the long run.
I believe i am done bitching now.....
HAPPY EASTER.
love always
BabyGirl