That Guy
you tell him that you hate him
but deep down inside when
you see him, your knees shake
a little harder, your eyes fill
with more tears, your mind starts
to race of past times you
have had with him, yout two hands
turn ice cold and purple, your
lips begin to tremble, and your heart skips a beat,
and all your hate for him goes
away and the only feeling
left is the love you have for him.
You think of all the pain and sleepless nights
he's caused you... so many tears!!
Could you go another day with all that inside of you?
Could you risk one more night of no sleep and all tears?
All for a guy who you "hate"....
You have every right to just walk out the
door right now and scream as loud as you can,
because you saw something in his eyes
that you had never seen before.
You saw a glow, that caught you,
you saw that AMAZING smile.....
but you just laugh all that off and put a smile on
but inside your heart is dying
because u can't express how you really feel
you spend your night crying, wishing you'd never
met him.
You wanna be there for him and hold him close
you want him to be there to catch you
when you fall and be there everytime you start to cry.
It just doesn't work like that
because there's only one problem...
he is the one who makes you cry
and you just can't let go.
You'll always have feeling for him--
no matter what.
He says he loves you but now you can tell he lies.
He told you he didn't love her
and now you can see everytime you're lookin
away.. she's stealin him from you
she keeps gettin closer and closer
you start to realize what's happening
and you begin to cry.
you can't fake it anymore
you wish the whole thing was a lie
you can't explain how you feel,
you just wish things could be different
you replay the memories over and over again
thinking of all the amazing times you had together
and how great he made you feel
all the pain for ONE guy
a guy you won't even spend the rest of ur lfe with
a guy who's only one-sixteenth of ur life
but see, that guy.....
that guy is AMAZING and at the time...
it just feels so right.
and when something feels that right --
........ you can't stay away.
Mad Props to Jillian Marie!!!! that basically sums me up right there.....