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This week has been sort of a blur. I guess it's because I know that in 3 days....that's right 3 days I will be moving into UNH. I can't believe it. At first I thought this day would never come and now that its almost here I am getting kinda of nervous. One thing I am looking forward to is the stress to finally be lifted. For the past few weeks I feel like I have been carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders...and it hasn't been pleasant. I think its the idea that I will finally be sort of own my own and the thought scares me to death but also excites me because I know that I am that much closer to having a life of my own outside of the house I have grown up in the past 17 years.
Oh yeah, and the whole packing up my room thing isn't going well either. I don't even know where to begin. It's crazy....all the stuff I have to pack.
Next to address is the family. Where to begin? Well, yesterday(8/17) was my moms birthday. I made her cry....how unusual nowadays...anyways I was on a very tight budget so I decided to write her a poem and frame it and put a pic of the two of us from graduation on it....big mistake! She starts balling and telling me how she had been trying to hold it in but it was too hard. All and all though she was fine. My brother got her two DVDs which looked like crap compared to my lovely gift....lol j/k... And my dad presented her with the locket that I picked out at Longs Jewelry in the Fox Run mall. Hes getting it engraved but he won't tell me what with...I guess it's something between the two of them.
Today is the day that my mom and I have been dreading all week. Exactly one year ago my nan passed away and my dad is still taking it pretty hard. He trys to hide the fact that he misses her but my mom and I both know hes sad.
Tomorrow is his birthday...I got him a four pronged tire iron cuz the one he had was stolen out of his truck that was parked at the end of our driveway, along with his cigarettes...how sad(not)...and his cell phone. I dont know what else to get him but I guess I'll figure it out.
Well....peace
Oh yeah, and the whole packing up my room thing isn't going well either. I don't even know where to begin. It's crazy....all the stuff I have to pack.
Next to address is the family. Where to begin? Well, yesterday(8/17) was my moms birthday. I made her cry....how unusual nowadays...anyways I was on a very tight budget so I decided to write her a poem and frame it and put a pic of the two of us from graduation on it....big mistake! She starts balling and telling me how she had been trying to hold it in but it was too hard. All and all though she was fine. My brother got her two DVDs which looked like crap compared to my lovely gift....lol j/k... And my dad presented her with the locket that I picked out at Longs Jewelry in the Fox Run mall. Hes getting it engraved but he won't tell me what with...I guess it's something between the two of them.
Today is the day that my mom and I have been dreading all week. Exactly one year ago my nan passed away and my dad is still taking it pretty hard. He trys to hide the fact that he misses her but my mom and I both know hes sad.
Tomorrow is his birthday...I got him a four pronged tire iron cuz the one he had was stolen out of his truck that was parked at the end of our driveway, along with his cigarettes...how sad(not)...and his cell phone. I dont know what else to get him but I guess I'll figure it out.
Well....peace