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Apr 26, 2005 08:53

Dane is such an awesome writer!!! I LOVE YOU DANE!!! lol

Till Death Do We Part

I'm not crazy you know
I thought I loved you
But now the blindfold is taken away
And I see you for what you are
A waste of my soul
A waste of my love
I contemplate the waste and it’s too much to bare
I don't even want to see you
You are the worst part of this world
You thought it would kill me
But I killed you first
You may feel nothing
But how can you
You are nothing
But the air and love I wasted on you
So now why do I waste this moment on you?
I don't know why
Maybe I really don't hate you
Just your life ... or maybe you really killed me first
So where’s my body bag
Why can’t I give this up?
Can’t you just get lost?
Why cant we just give this up
You were my life and now my life is gone
Its all been a waste but who needs you
I don't know, do I?
You are always there in my mind, in my heart, in my eyes
I hate the thought to admit after denying
But I thought till death do we part
But you had different ideas didn't you?
I gave you it all, my heart
And yet you chose him
Now you taste his lips so tart
I can't watch or think
But indeed it’s all in my head
But still it kills like the blade of the reaper always on my neck
I wanted us
I wanted happiness but now all I have is this sound of my hate and of the pen touching paper
So till death do we part
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So my day was pretty much nothing too special. I'm so ready to get out of school. I hate it so much. Nothing good ever happens. But hey I got to hang out with some people after school for a change which was good, usually I just sit at home and write or talk on the phone and listen to music, and that's all good and all but it gets lonely. I'm kind of a boring person so I guess it comes with the job description
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