Rain down on me.

[ashley0788]

I hate it when it rains. The days are all gray and depressing. They bring me down. The nights arent so bad because you cant see the skys anyways... But you know that its there. That dull depressing gray. It just hides itself. Its more relaxing at night when it rains anyways. I can sit out my window and just think and listen. The rain sings a certain song that sort of soothes me. Each drop making an individual noise like an insturment in a band or a voice in a choir. When all of them are put together.. they make music.When it rains I cant help but think about california. I cant help but think of my friends out there and life out there. What they are doing at the moment and whats going on. I think about kyle. When I look out my window in a rainy night.. It reminds me of looking out her window. The views are basically the same. Espcially on a cold rainy night. The way that the trees are set and how the water glistens on them when hit by the street lights. The way that the buildings are set. I miss it. There are so many memories. The rain gets me to think. Sometimes when it rains and I'm home alone.. I just sit outside.. and let it rain down on me. I like the feeling. It cools me in a sence.
Theres so much more to it. well I'm gonna go now.
Much love,
Ashley