True Love
So I went out to dinner last night with my friends, and it was great until John, my ex, walked in, with her. He had wanted to get back with me a couple of months ago, and I tried it like a fool, but ended it when I found out he was sleeping with someone else. Now here he was in the bar with her, and what's worse is he saw me. He then proceeded to rub my nose in things by hanging all over her. I know that he's a dog, but I was with him for 2 years, and everything was great until he decided to cheat on me. Now here I was, broken hearted seeing him with her.
It may sound pathetic to you, but it's not him that I am longing after anymore, I know that now. I went home last night wondering to myself if the person meant for me is out there. I've come to the conclusion that not everyone gets a happy ending, and I found myself wonding last night am I one of those people, is there no one out there for me who will love me for the person that I am? Maybe I'm just wigging because it's the holidays and everyone else around me seems to be with someone, except me. I know that I am a good person, but sometimes I wonder, am I not good enough for someone else to love me? Am I nuts? I guess only time will tell . . .
It may sound pathetic to you, but it's not him that I am longing after anymore, I know that now. I went home last night wondering to myself if the person meant for me is out there. I've come to the conclusion that not everyone gets a happy ending, and I found myself wonding last night am I one of those people, is there no one out there for me who will love me for the person that I am? Maybe I'm just wigging because it's the holidays and everyone else around me seems to be with someone, except me. I know that I am a good person, but sometimes I wonder, am I not good enough for someone else to love me? Am I nuts? I guess only time will tell . . .