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i tryed to leave. he draged me back. threw me through the door. i fell. he kicked me. threw me into my room. pushed me around and threw me onto my bed. took my own fist and punched me in the face. smacked me in the head so all i could hear was a ringing sound. pulled my hair. told me to shut the fuck up when i was screaming/crying. called me a bitch and an asshole. kind of funny how he told me that hes a great father a few days ago...
i said fuck you a couple times and called him an asshole which made things worse but hey it wasnt like i was going to say nothing. i told him i was going to call the cops..he reminded me i didnt have a phone.
fucking asshole...
i think he planned it all too.
sent claire home early. amy was at a movie.
he than bared up my window and i think nailed the downstairs door shut. he spent the whole day and night down there making sure i didnt leave. he even slept down there.
he reminded me that he was only my biological. that it isnt legal anymore.
thank fucking god.
i wasnt able to really say goodbye to anyone before i left. or atleast not the really important people. except rach. she was smart and left a cd in my room the night before, so she had to come in and get it. i think that is the last time i will ever see her. thank god i didnt start crying until AFTER she left. lol
and i know that a lot of this is my fault, but things should not have turned out this way no matter what i did. i now understand why my mom and everyone on my moms side of the family dislikes him.
le sigh.
i miss seattle so much
i said fuck you a couple times and called him an asshole which made things worse but hey it wasnt like i was going to say nothing. i told him i was going to call the cops..he reminded me i didnt have a phone.
fucking asshole...
i think he planned it all too.
sent claire home early. amy was at a movie.
he than bared up my window and i think nailed the downstairs door shut. he spent the whole day and night down there making sure i didnt leave. he even slept down there.
he reminded me that he was only my biological. that it isnt legal anymore.
thank fucking god.
i wasnt able to really say goodbye to anyone before i left. or atleast not the really important people. except rach. she was smart and left a cd in my room the night before, so she had to come in and get it. i think that is the last time i will ever see her. thank god i didnt start crying until AFTER she left. lol
and i know that a lot of this is my fault, but things should not have turned out this way no matter what i did. i now understand why my mom and everyone on my moms side of the family dislikes him.
le sigh.
i miss seattle so much