Why am I still holding on?

Jan 31, 2008 15:31

So I'm sitting in my room filling out an application to a summer program at the Nebraska College of Law. I'll be gone for a month doing very law things with the programs guarantee of an immediate acceptance into any law school I want. Great! for my career. But being gone a whole months leaves me with no opportunity to take summer classes...which is what I really need to do. and it also leaves me with me being away from you know who for a month. I don't know why I'm hesitating on sending this application in. I know he would be gone on an internship without even the slightest thought of me. and what I wanted. because that's how it is and always will be. So why am I still holding on? Why can't things just be happy?

I am going to turn in the application don't worry. Even though I feel like I half-assed it...but maybe me personal statement and rec letters will be superb.

I guess I'm just scared of going to a place for a whole month without knowing anyone. But it also could be the greatest adventure of my life.

who am I kidding?

the end.
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