one of my secrets
I am scared to death of being hurt again. Once again I have given away my heart and am trusting him to not cut it up and throw it back in my face. I'm afraid that this is a lie. and although he thinks I've committed myself... part of me has not.
He tells me he loves me but part of me thinks that this is some kind of tactic. for some unknown reason. It hurts that I cannot trust. That I'm always suspicious. but he will never know that.
I'm also scared of many other things but those, in time, will reveal themselves.
He tells me he loves me but part of me thinks that this is some kind of tactic. for some unknown reason. It hurts that I cannot trust. That I'm always suspicious. but he will never know that.
I'm also scared of many other things but those, in time, will reveal themselves.