Sep 06, 2004 16:46
im so pissed at myself. I told myself i was gonna study this whole 4 day weekend and be all caught up with my classes. I cant fall behind, its the 3rd week! but here it is almost 5pm and i havn't done shit for tomorrow. well im gonna start right after i finish writing this.
last night was emotional
my best friend and i are having issues
we talked it all out and there were some tears
but its ok
i always get attached to someone and want to be around them all the time, but when it gets to the point that i feel like im losing my independance and i feel like im unable to grow or change,i know there's a problem.
its like shes my freaking boyfriend or something!
i mean what difference is there really between a best friend and a boyfriend?
i mean except for the sexual part (unless you're sabrina)
maybe the fact that we spent 5 weeks together in europe 24/7 explains the space we need, but i think its more than that too.
whatever.
Now sabrina, i know you are upset that you can't go ice skating. But your parents have a point. The skating rink is on of the most likely places for kids to get drunk (thats what the lockers are for, to hide booze), smoke weed, (kids these days always hide pot in the rented skates), and have wild sex (in the bathroom).
Don't worry, you'll realize when you get older that they were just looking out for you.
And Dan, im thinking of a way to snap you out of your fear of stomach touching. Well if you dont get over it im gonna hand cuff you to your bed, while you are sleeping, and im gonna get all the girls to touch your stomach and your sides. Its going to be traumatic but you'll thank me later.
And Rachel, you are my third buddy. Lets see how does it go.... oh yeah: First the worst, Second the best..... hmmmm....... oh yeah third the nerd, wait! Thats you!
just kidding. hahahaha- i cant help that im so funny. oh and i read your poem, very good rhyming. you should do one about Bush.
And for me, im a loser bc i dont have a picture of myself on here yet and yeah...