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since thoes few days that i smoked up. the night after i didn;t i felt something kick into me while i was at tim hortons.
i can't really explian why this feeling .
its like im high, but im really not.
i wake up all the time normal, and them bam. a few hours later i feel "light".
the time for me feeling normal is limited. everytime i wake up i feel like the lightness hits me faster.
sure i feel better when i wake up, but i hate the condition that im in.
i can;t concentrate on things (eg. STUDYING)for a very long time, but i feel like my brian picks it up faster.
i don;t know what the fuck is going on.
this has been happening since sunday night.
everynight since then.
sometimes i can;t feel any thing. i get numb. it feels really werid.
and i noticed that im more of an easy talker.
my body and mind just go with the flow.
this is the only think i like about it.
other then that things either go way to fast or way to slow.
there are pros and cons to this lightheadedness.
as if i need to be more easy going!!
and i feel like i stare at things for a long time.
i just want it to go away.
sorta.
i like when im with people and this lightheadedness come,
but when im alone im scared shitless.
and i notice things like 10 mins later,
or notice things way to fast and panic.
i feel like im on clouds.
right now im feeling like im on a boat.
how long is this going to last.?
any advice?
sleep doesn;t seem to do any good.