20 inches, nothin less

Aug 04, 2004 19:38

how the fuck has everyone been? im housewatching while my moms best friend is in italy, you will be lucky if you are invited over.
ive been super. well actually just alright and to tell you the truth i have nothing to write in here because if you are someone i want to know about me i would tell you and if you really wanted to know me you would talk to me.

but ill try- i have gone to few shows this summer, seen lots of people i love and have missed but at the same time didnt see everyone i wanted to, gone to the beach and it rocked, gone to great america, got drunk a whole like 3 times, spent an awesome weekend with my girl jeanae, learned how to take care of a pool, saw shitty garfield the movie with the kids i babysit, smoked a bunch and found no summer romance, but i do love missy jeanae dil christie mary liza and the kids that hang out there because we can have fun no matter what

basically this summer will be over in 2 weeks for me and its back to good ole ISU. im flipping excited for this because schaumburg makes me bored and kind of sad. too many people have changed, mostly for the worst. those of you who havent, thank you. when i go to school i can drown all this out by lots of alcohol and big parties. ill still go to bed at night thinking about how i have no idea how the rest of my life is going to turn out but at least ill have had some time to forget about it.
its official now, ive been single for a year, and i did not have a summer full of makeouts like im used to, maybe im growing up a little. maybe im looking for something more than another meaningless relationship and having a real fucking hard time finding one. someday he'll sweep me off my feet

hope everyone had a great summer. my best friends are closer than ever and my other friends have become aquantinces. (that is another sign of growing up)

good summer, i love you all, visit me at school this year, i may never be coming back (fo real)
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