talk about insane
the last weekend at isu is proving to be what its all talked up to be. and its only saturday morning..............
jeanae came down and i loved it, i missed her tons last night when she left. thank god ill be home soon and we can hang all the time.
fob show was fun, i was plastered, which is also fun. me and jeanae rocked the house with our killer dance moves.
went to some small house party which are my favorite. i took some shots off of a giant ice block- how cool is that? danced up a storm with my girl kelis, more like she danced and i pretended, shes got the moves. then some dude with a poison shirt talked to me forever, he said lots of nice things to me, i liked it, compliments always help a lost girl. he was cute too and 22 but of course i said i wanted to go back to the dorms because my lame head wanted to hang out with some other dude who didnt even want to see me, how fucked up is that? i left poison guy for nothing. well not nothing................
so i was alone for a little while and i was drunk so of course i cried, more like balled, something with me being alone. i cant stand it, i need people at all times, but i talked to jeanae and she told me to stop crying and get my ass in bed. i think we give each other the same advice at different times, its cute. but just as i was getting into bed dil called! lets go to steak n shake with 4/5 of the fab five. so i ran downstairs with no jacket and a face full of streaming tears and ruined eyeliner. i jumped into my car and me kelli megan and dil were off to "shake n shake"......
steak n shake was awesome, my lovers told me im not allowed to cry for stupid reasons, i was told im better than this, i love hearing this but how come i dont feel like im better? maybe they are lying to get me to stop crying. oh well i sobbed some more in the bathroom while dil told me everything i wanted to hear, she reminded me that cute guys approach me on a regular occasion but i shut them down, i know this but i want this other dude who shuts me down. i like the drama i believe.
finally dil was banging her head on the wall at shake and shake and screaming obscenities until we left, it was awesome!
i dont have an appetite anymore, super weird for a fatty like me.
i love my party friends-they are so much more than that, they understand me. tonights gona kick ass, last saturday night, im gonna miss it here.
but you will all meet the amazing kelli catie and megan this summer im hoping, for the fab five reunion.
may 9th great america-you better go.
did i forget to say that last night was awesome!!!!
jeanae came down and i loved it, i missed her tons last night when she left. thank god ill be home soon and we can hang all the time.
fob show was fun, i was plastered, which is also fun. me and jeanae rocked the house with our killer dance moves.
went to some small house party which are my favorite. i took some shots off of a giant ice block- how cool is that? danced up a storm with my girl kelis, more like she danced and i pretended, shes got the moves. then some dude with a poison shirt talked to me forever, he said lots of nice things to me, i liked it, compliments always help a lost girl. he was cute too and 22 but of course i said i wanted to go back to the dorms because my lame head wanted to hang out with some other dude who didnt even want to see me, how fucked up is that? i left poison guy for nothing. well not nothing................
so i was alone for a little while and i was drunk so of course i cried, more like balled, something with me being alone. i cant stand it, i need people at all times, but i talked to jeanae and she told me to stop crying and get my ass in bed. i think we give each other the same advice at different times, its cute. but just as i was getting into bed dil called! lets go to steak n shake with 4/5 of the fab five. so i ran downstairs with no jacket and a face full of streaming tears and ruined eyeliner. i jumped into my car and me kelli megan and dil were off to "shake n shake"......
steak n shake was awesome, my lovers told me im not allowed to cry for stupid reasons, i was told im better than this, i love hearing this but how come i dont feel like im better? maybe they are lying to get me to stop crying. oh well i sobbed some more in the bathroom while dil told me everything i wanted to hear, she reminded me that cute guys approach me on a regular occasion but i shut them down, i know this but i want this other dude who shuts me down. i like the drama i believe.
finally dil was banging her head on the wall at shake and shake and screaming obscenities until we left, it was awesome!
i dont have an appetite anymore, super weird for a fatty like me.
i love my party friends-they are so much more than that, they understand me. tonights gona kick ass, last saturday night, im gonna miss it here.
but you will all meet the amazing kelli catie and megan this summer im hoping, for the fab five reunion.
may 9th great america-you better go.
did i forget to say that last night was awesome!!!!