May 24, 2007 15:21
nothings really happening lately. i feel like ive been kinda going in circles. and i guess thats kinda what life is. i have ups and i have downs. i know i can say truthfully say that i have been having a lot more ups in the last few months. god has really taken hold of my life. its funny, i was so scared to just let up my contorl over my life and just let god pick up that control that i waited so long. once i let that happen i feel like time has flown by and in that time i have grown up sooooo very much. it feels good to be myself and love myself full heartedly. i love that my focus has just opened to every amazing opprotuntiy around me. im leanrning more than i ever thought possible and loving every moment of it. these last few weeks of school are quite stressful, but im confident in my ability to stay clam and focused.
supai is in like two weeks!! and im very excited.. im looking froward to just relax and learn.
this summer is gonna bring about alot of struggles.. but i look forward to the lessons god is teching me.