Jul 19, 2008 21:03
I hate when you have those dreams, where someone you care a lot about does soemthing you hate, or are against completely, and then you wake up completely hateful towards them before you realise it was just a dream.
But what if it's not? What if deep down you know the person want, or does it anyways even though they know how you feel, even if it means jeopordising every ounce of trust or friendship you had towards them?
No, only the first part is true, I have never experienced someone doing this to me first hand and I hope I never have to. There are a few people out there I admnit Im worried about, for completely different reasons, and repetedly have these dreams which only make me worried more not only for them, but myself as well. But I guess I worry too much. All I can do is hope the worry is all for nothing, so I don't have to convince myself on a daily bases that they actually care how I feel and would do nothing to hurt me even if it meant they still looked good in the end.