I kind of wish I would have died on Saturday instead...
I want my best friends back...
Any of them would do.
I feel like I've lost everyone that I have. Yea...even YOU.
I will probably regret this...but oh well, here it goes.
1.You need to start realizing what you want in life, cause at this point in time it's getting stupid. Do something with your self and stop relying on others to help you live your life.
2. We had a great relationship when we first met, but as the years are moving on this friendship is going downhill and it really hurts. I feel it will hurt us in the long run and I don't know what to do anymore.
3. I was asked the other day by my family if I was ready for my withdrawals from you. To be honest, I don't know anymore. I have days where I would say no, but then others when I would say yes. I don't open up to many people, or tell them how I feel very often, and I did to you. I still don't know if its mutual. I have a fear of growing farther apart and I don't want that to happen.
4. I never get to spend as much time with you anymore and it really sucks. I miss everything we used to do together, I miss the friend we used to be. Not saying that it is really different, but I don't feel as open with you, or as comfortable around you and I am not sure why. We have been through a lot of shit through the years, and I hope it continues.
5. A lot like the last one. We have been through a lot, or at least in the past. I haven't really talked to you a whole lot since high school ended and that kind of sucks for us. I miss the friendship we used to have. I would do anything to have it back.
6. I don't even know what to say to you anymore. I'm tired of trying and that kind of sucks. I finally had the guts to tell you and it seemed like it effected you, but who really knows. You say you miss me and would like to spend time with me, but you have a weak way of showing it to me.
7. You might not have thought I would put you in this because we have only just met and still don't truly know each other all that well. But to be honest with you, I value the friendship we have now and don't want it to end. I have a fear of moving away and never talking to you again and it kind of bums me out. I may sound like a psycho but what the hell else is new I guess.
Some of you may be able to tell what number you are (I don't feel they are that hard)...and I'm not gonna be letting you know.
I try to put my heart into my friendships, I would do anything for my friends if they asked me because to be honest, I don't have many of them. To others it looks like I do, but in all reality I have about 8 and I feel thats pretty sad because I'm not really 100% myself around more than half of those 8. What does that say about me? I'm not quiet sure.
I don't like when people don't put in effort to see you. When they say sure lets hang out, or we'll do something tomorrow and we never do. When we make stupid plans to go eat, or go be idiots at the store, or do projects or romp around town. Truth is even little things like that matter to me and it hurts when you go off to do something better with someone else or just forget. Sure I may sound like a cry baby, but because I have so little friends and because I have lost so many in my life already friendship truly matters.
Any of them would do.
I feel like I've lost everyone that I have. Yea...even YOU.
I will probably regret this...but oh well, here it goes.
1.You need to start realizing what you want in life, cause at this point in time it's getting stupid. Do something with your self and stop relying on others to help you live your life.
2. We had a great relationship when we first met, but as the years are moving on this friendship is going downhill and it really hurts. I feel it will hurt us in the long run and I don't know what to do anymore.
3. I was asked the other day by my family if I was ready for my withdrawals from you. To be honest, I don't know anymore. I have days where I would say no, but then others when I would say yes. I don't open up to many people, or tell them how I feel very often, and I did to you. I still don't know if its mutual. I have a fear of growing farther apart and I don't want that to happen.
4. I never get to spend as much time with you anymore and it really sucks. I miss everything we used to do together, I miss the friend we used to be. Not saying that it is really different, but I don't feel as open with you, or as comfortable around you and I am not sure why. We have been through a lot of shit through the years, and I hope it continues.
5. A lot like the last one. We have been through a lot, or at least in the past. I haven't really talked to you a whole lot since high school ended and that kind of sucks for us. I miss the friendship we used to have. I would do anything to have it back.
6. I don't even know what to say to you anymore. I'm tired of trying and that kind of sucks. I finally had the guts to tell you and it seemed like it effected you, but who really knows. You say you miss me and would like to spend time with me, but you have a weak way of showing it to me.
7. You might not have thought I would put you in this because we have only just met and still don't truly know each other all that well. But to be honest with you, I value the friendship we have now and don't want it to end. I have a fear of moving away and never talking to you again and it kind of bums me out. I may sound like a psycho but what the hell else is new I guess.
Some of you may be able to tell what number you are (I don't feel they are that hard)...and I'm not gonna be letting you know.
I try to put my heart into my friendships, I would do anything for my friends if they asked me because to be honest, I don't have many of them. To others it looks like I do, but in all reality I have about 8 and I feel thats pretty sad because I'm not really 100% myself around more than half of those 8. What does that say about me? I'm not quiet sure.
I don't like when people don't put in effort to see you. When they say sure lets hang out, or we'll do something tomorrow and we never do. When we make stupid plans to go eat, or go be idiots at the store, or do projects or romp around town. Truth is even little things like that matter to me and it hurts when you go off to do something better with someone else or just forget. Sure I may sound like a cry baby, but because I have so little friends and because I have lost so many in my life already friendship truly matters.