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oh god, i feel so rubbish :(
i slept with one of my friends last week and now i think i really like him but i think he only slept with me because he was drunk. plus theres also the fact that his best friend is in love with me so we can't tell anyone about it because if he finds out then those 2 will fall out. i can't stop thinkin about the boy tho n the fact that the sex was amazing.
and i've binged the last couple of days n gained 3lbs so i'm fasting tomorrow. maybe if i was thinner then the boy i like would like me? hmmm, we'll see.
i slept with one of my friends last week and now i think i really like him but i think he only slept with me because he was drunk. plus theres also the fact that his best friend is in love with me so we can't tell anyone about it because if he finds out then those 2 will fall out. i can't stop thinkin about the boy tho n the fact that the sex was amazing.
and i've binged the last couple of days n gained 3lbs so i'm fasting tomorrow. maybe if i was thinner then the boy i like would like me? hmmm, we'll see.