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Wow. livejournal, I almost forgot about this thing. I guess I would have if i wasnt sitting at work bored out of my mind. I dont even remember what I talked about last time I talked in here, maybe i should go back in look so that I don't repeat myself twice. Oh well if I do, i dont really think that anyone reads livejournal anyomre and maybe just typing this is to entertain me for the time being. whos knows. who cares. Anyways. I am living on my own, well kind of. I got kicked out of my house a little over a month ago, my mom and I got into a big argument, and she thinks she won by kicking me out. She didn't. I did. I am happier now then I ever was living with her. I haven't talked to her since the day I got kicked out though. It's kinda sad, I mean, I am not sad, but I think its kind of sad that I am not sad.. does that make any sense? I sure hope so. I guess you'd just think that being close with your mother for 18 years old, and then one day waking up without her there is weird. I have gotten really close to my dad, something I never ever thought would happen, or even cared whether or not it happend. I care now though, he's my best friend, and he's helped me through so much. He pays my rent at my apartment, he pays my cell phone bill, my car insurance, fills up my gas tank. I dont know, I almost felt very independent until he started paying for everthing. I dont know why he does. I mean he has the money to, but I still dont know why he would help me out that much knowing that i have a job and if i really had to then I probably could support myself. I was so proud of myself this week. When I got paid I went and filled up my gas tank, and every few days I will put a few bucks in it, keeping it full, so when he comes intown on Friday then he wont have to fill it up for me. Anyways. I am sick, it sucks I have a bad cold, and I am burnt from tanning. It sucks so much. Lets talk about my love life.. whatever that is. I was dating a kid for awhile, we were really close, not to mention my dad really liked him, and its not very often that my dad likes guys that i date. It didnt last long though because he ended up getting back with his ex girlfriend. Whatever though. There are a few guys that I like now, and they like me back, which I think makes it even harder. I dont know. Maybe I should just stay single for awhile. Anyways. I dont really know what else to say. school sucks. I am tired. I want to go home. There is a party tonight that i cant wait to go to, but it sucks because i have to work at 7:30 in the morning tomorrow, and then i have to be at class imediately after work at 10 and i am there till 1 then i think my day will be about over by then. haha. okay. I'm out.