i grew some balls ya'll!!!

[ashlea67]

okay so me and mat had a great time easter we spent pretty much the whole day together awesome crap you know so he went to work and i stayed at his house and chilled with his fam a little and then i was kinda just in the basement by myself so i was on the computer for a while and came across a few things i just didnt want to so yeah that sucked so later that night we were at my house and i kinda just coudnt get it outta my mind along with some other crap and i felt like kinda stupid in the relationship so after he left  i sent him a text saying i needed to talk and he called and everything is all gravy i love the fact that after being all scared that i found out talking to him is not really as hard as it used to be he really is changing for the better

anyway enough about him i got more hours at work so thats good im gonna try and work a babies-r-us and i guess sorta stay at michaels as like a weekend thing i dunno i have way to many close friends there to just leave i mean whats better than getting payed to basically hang out all day??

so ive been really trying to get up on my art stuff ive been really into trees and the womans body which by the way has my boyfriend thinking im a lesbo and i guess it doesnt help that i told him i wanna marry this girl he hangs out with for her cool ass last name!!, i kissed his sister, and i told him i liked the picture of mya's ass he has on his myspace but its all a joke i'm not a lesbo seriously but i cant wait to kinda use trees and women to make some sick ass work i cant wait i have so many ideas and maybe i will post a few pics of it if i ever actually finish it