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it's been almost 2 weeks since i've written in here. i guess i kinda just forgot. lets see.. what has been going on. school is pretty good. all of my grades are good, except ap euro. i mean it's not horrible, but it definitely could be better. rob :). i am so happy right now with him. i wasn't so sure if i should go out with him because of what happened last time, but it's different now.. both of us have changed so much. i hope that he's happy, because i dont know what i'd do with myself if we broke up again right now. i'm just so stressed out later, and that would just push me off the edge. i feel like when he's there for me, everything is so much easier, and i dont have to worry anymore. but when he's not there, it's like thunderstorms right above my head, and everything that could possibly go wrong, does. sure it hasn't been that long, i mean 18 days sure doesn't compare to some of the lengths of relationships today, but you know what.. for those 18 days, i've been happier than i was in a while. :-D. lets see here.. i played soccer last night with christina lang, paul sobina, andrew bossack, brian milano, rob geddes and noah langer. it was a lot of fun. oyee. i have so much paper work to fill out for my applications to the penn state, columbia, and unc leadership enrichment programs. i dont even know if i wanna go yet. but my mom said the worst that you can do is fill them out, and then we'll if they accept me. which is fine, because my grades and extracurricular stuff qualify me for a full scholarship. i never would've thought that the applications to these things are so long though. it's taking me forever! everything else is pretty much the same. until later...
[*Ashley*]
[*Ashley*]