Nov 28, 2006 11:24
nov 27...
worst day ever
its done...
i still cant believe it
oh how i wish this was all just a really bad dream
its not..it really just sucks
its like u stabbed me and tore me up..thats how i feel
i hate it..i hated every moment of this..
for now..im keeping my anger inside and then its gonna force its way out..
you know how i get when i get mad..maybe ill do something stupid..
i already cut my hand from smashing the frame with our prom picture..
i didnt deserve any of this..i for once listen to you and we were doing better
i feel like everything we went through is a waste..because i saw u in my future..i stayed with you cuz everytime we were together we had the best times...and i wanted that to last..but u threw away something that was one of a kind..i did nothing wrong to deserve this..i was your best girlfriend ever and i did everything i could to keep you...how could u say you dont love me anymore? that really killed me...this was the biggest mistake u could ever do..
you were my escort, my prom date, and the best boyfriend ever...and thats all gone
13months and 11 days...thrown out the fucking window