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yea so .. Jesse King died.. and it sucks.. its so sad and so unreal at the same time.. ive known him since 1st grade and yea i havent talked to him in a couple of months but ive known him for 12 years.. and its still hitting pretty hard just cuz you know.. it hurts..
i mean ill nver get to see him ever again and ill never get the chance to hang out with him again like i used to to... and ill never be ble to just walk by him in the mall and shoot him a smile, which isnt much but right now id take that rather than him being gone forever..
its just sad.. Keiths here so last nite i just cried while he was holding me and he told me he didnt understand so when i explained everything to him.. he understood and just sat with me while i bawled my eyes out...
i feel awful lately... blah,,
his wakes tonite... jordan, lisa, and myself are going.. keiths going with me tho because i know how safe i feel with him and im hopin g that if i walk in there with him holding my hand, then i can deal with it...
i mean ill nver get to see him ever again and ill never get the chance to hang out with him again like i used to to... and ill never be ble to just walk by him in the mall and shoot him a smile, which isnt much but right now id take that rather than him being gone forever..
its just sad.. Keiths here so last nite i just cried while he was holding me and he told me he didnt understand so when i explained everything to him.. he understood and just sat with me while i bawled my eyes out...
i feel awful lately... blah,,
his wakes tonite... jordan, lisa, and myself are going.. keiths going with me tho because i know how safe i feel with him and im hopin g that if i walk in there with him holding my hand, then i can deal with it...