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[ashkibbible]

it was just gunna be till i got my head together, till i made all my pain go away, till i could clear the confusion out of my head... it was only gunna be that long... i never said i dont love you.. i never said i dont care.. i wanted to try, i wanted to stay close.. after that i wanted everything to be fine.. everything was gunna be fine...

but i hurt you,

and its not fine,

nothings fine,

nothings ever gunna be fine again...

im not okay, not even a little bit... i hafta do it, im sorry

i could care less if you think this is for attention... at this point, nothing matters to me