Why am I still trying...
I feel like I have to shout out a million different profanities just so I can get this mixture of frustration/anger/disappointment out of my body.
Now that you've started the questioning, they are appearing fast-and-furiously.
And the spots from where they appear are revealing deep cracks and fissures that are rocking my confidence.
Do not regret the damage you've done for they have already been wreaked.
If you ever decide to come back, be prepared to win me back cause I will not just be meekly submitting to you.
And if you think that i've changed, the only reason will be because of you.