Shit, here we go again...

[ashkash]

I think I'm falling for him again. It's just such a good arrangement we've got going on. There's no pressure to be anything or to meet any expectations. I was getting pissy and was getting bored, but when I hung out with him again on monday, I was just so happy, and realized that I had missed hanging out with him. It was so fucking weird. I

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[katchus]

Okay so scratch my question in my post cos you clearly just answered it....

(and fyi: I'm currently getting e-mails popping up saying you're replying to my messages as I type!)

So what's wrong with what you've got going right now?? Just keep it casual since it appears to be the word "boyfriend" that got you all turned off in the first place! See where it goes....you don't have to commit to anything right now - it doesn't sound like he's going anywhere either.

[ashkash]

Hahahaha. I know. I realised that you were online too. I don't know. I feel like I do want a boyfriend, but I'm not sure if he's the right one, and I'm not sure if I'm ready to handle that kind of pressure. I mean, I know that heisn't seeing anyone else, but there's still some security in knowing that there's no one else...although I guess there's no real guarantee of that, is there? I should know. Hahahaha. But you're right, I guess if I'm suddenly enjoying things again I shouldn't just complicate them by trying over analyse. Honestly, why do women do that?

[katchus]

Because we're women....and we're us.

Just see where it goes dude and try not to kill it with analyzing in the process!

[ashkash]

The thing I'm worried about is that fact that we both are open to seeother people, and if I start dating someone, I'm going to want to end it with Chris (just cause I wouldn't feel right about dating someone and sleeping with someone else), but what if I learn that it was a istake and then it's too late to undo it.

[katchus]

You're not at the point yet - worry about it when it comes along. You can't possibly worry about a situation that doesn't yet exist, so don't stress!

[ashkash]

But I sort of AM at that point. Like I'm not dating right now, but there's a possibility of it happening, so...guh. I don't know.